Flying Solo

I made a mistake

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This is what you are supposed to say about what others might call a failed marriage. 
It is a simple answer
And it is something acceptable (albeit a small word for a large thing)
we all make mistakes

HOWEVER

With all the support and help I have had from close friends and family
I don't think I am allowed another one - of this flavour, anyway.

This makes me somewhat nervous and wary.

Will I know a mistake if I trip over it?

And don't I have to do really good things and make so many perfect choices to fix a really big mistake? You know,  to balance it out, to throw really, really good at not so good?

I think this may be why I clench my teeth at night.